Silent Thoughts

Saw you..

Saw you standing there, looking mischievous as always,

Saw you looking at me, never making it visible,

Saw you felt my presence, always denying it,

Saw you wanted to talk, never initiating it,

Saw you wanted my support, never taking it,

Saw you needing my hand in your hand, never going for it,

Saw you watching me while I talk, always resisting it,

Saw you hovering around restless, never accepting it,

Saw you wanted a hug, always waiting for it,

Saw you wanted to express, always suppressing it,

Saw you wanted to runaway from there with me, never making it happen,

Saw you wanted the time to stop between us, never wishing it hard enough,

Saw you doing nothing, taking a back seat as always!

My Insights

Am I a blogging material ?

No I dont think so.

What qualities do you need to be a blogger or a writer ? Probably good vocabulary, own flare of writing, humor once in a while, ability to connect dots, great concepts, passion to write, capability to paint a picture and last but not least you should stick around till you finish your own blog..

Do i have these qualities? Hell no..I believe I have 10% chances of being able to be a blogger in my entire life let alone a popular one..

Then why am i blogging? i asked this question to myself million times.. and the only answer that i got is..Because i want to “express”..

” Express what?” about your everyday life, mistakes that I made recently, momentary happiness I got, failures which made me look like a fool or love that I have for people..

After a lot thinking and cursing myself for writing something which might not make sense to probably even a single human being on this earth..I decided to write..For myself..For my own sake..For expressing my views on things happening around..For letting out my anger..For gaining energy to go on..For loving the people around me..For showing a way to my experiences…

” Writing just to express”..anything at all!

Do you think it makes sense? Do you think we should use writing as a tool to feel happy?