See you again, Paul..

I just heard the song tenth time. And trust me I don’t feel like turning it off.

He was a celebrity. He was an actor. Celebrity lives are shiny and fake. Everyone does charity. So what? None of that should actually matter for me to cry in-numerous times after hearing about Paul’s death. OR much more while watching the movie twice.

Don’t know what he had or what kind of a person he was, but I wish I knew him personally. To have felt what his family, friends, besties or girlfriend felt about him OR now feel about him when they think of him. It looks so pure, nothing looks crafted. Nothing seems a publicity stunt (though some of it might be). Nothing seems shiny and fake. Everything looks as real as it would have been for any non-celebrity good person.

13 years ago I was way young. But those eyes have reached my heart since then. That smile has been moving me since then. His ‘going with the gut’ character has touched me since then. The adrenaline and the stunts have wooed me since then. And it still does. There is a strange bond that got created with him which is unexplainable.

Now there is no Fast and Furious without you Paul! It won’t ever be the same again.. All movies after this will be just another movies!

Well,

It’s been a long day without you, my friend..

And I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again..

We’ve come a long way from where we began..

Oh, I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again..

When I see you again….